此时在科恩菲尔德画廊（Kornfeld Gallery）展出的作品，就像是从一段短暂的生活日记中撕下的篇章。它们创作于我去年十月至十二月在柏林进行艺术家驻留期间，共包含十四幅油画——少部分画在木板上，多数画在画布上。事实上，这是我首次在柏林参与驻留项目。它让我得以不再以游客的视角，而是以一种“临时居民”的身份去体验这座城市。我试图将自己完全沉浸在这个陌生的环境中，并通过绘画，捕捉下它在我内心激起的层层涟漪。旅居柏林期间，有两本书总是在我脑海中萦绕：一本是赫尔曼·黑塞的《荒原狼》，另一本则是米兰·昆德拉的《生活在别处》。抵达后不久，冬天便降临了。日照时间的骤减，加上身处全新环境的冲击，让我陷入了一阵强烈的孤独。我托朋友从国内带来了《荒原狼》，重读之时，有一种豁然开朗的契合感。柏林——这座汇聚了艺术家、流亡者与边缘人的城市——简直就是一座属于“荒原狼”的城市。它犹如一面镜子，映照出我内心的孤独与无序。至于《生活在别处》——这本书道出了每一位艺术家内心的渴望。对我而言，柏林成了一种“别处”，一个我曾梦寐以求的远方。然而，就在我短暂逃离日常生活的片刻，我意识到一个残酷却真实的事实：即便是“别处”，最终也会沦为“此处”。那种对远方的渴望并未消亡，它只是变换了落脚点。这十四幅油画正是这些思绪沉淀后的结晶。它们是一张张情感的快照。拼凑在一起，便构成了我柏林时光的一部私人视觉日记。The works on display here at Kornfeld Gallery feel like pages from a short life diary. They were created during my artist residency in Berlin from October to December last year, and include fourteen oil paintings—some on panel , but most on canvas.Actually,this was my first artist residency in Berlin, and it gave me a chance to experience the city not as a tourist, but more like a temporary local. I tried to fully immerse myself in this unfamiliar place, and through painting, I captured the emotions it stirred in me. While I was in Berlin, I always recalled two books :One is Hermann Hesse’s Steppenwolf ,antother is Milan Kundera’s Life is Elsewhere.Not long after I arrived, winter set in. The sudden shift in daylight, along with being in a completely new environment, brought on a wave of loneliness. I asked a friend to bring me Steppenwolf from China, and when I reread it, I felt something click. Berlin—this city of artists, exiles, and outsiders—felt like a city of Steppenwolves. It mirrored the loneliness and chaos I was feeling inside.As for Life is Elsewhere—that book speaks to every artist’s longing. For me, Berlin became a kind of “elsewhere,” a distant place I had dreamed of reaching. But while I did escape my usual life for a moment, I realized something important: even “elsewhere” eventually becomes “here.” That longing doesn’t disappear—it just shifts.These fourteen oil paintings are shaped by those reflections. They’re emotional snapshots. Together, they form a personal visual diary of my time in Berlin.
